Bittersweet Poetry

Bittersweet, you're gonna be the death of me 
I dont want you, but I need you, 
I love you and I hate you at the very same time 

See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad 
Never did this before, thats what the virgin said 
We've been generally warned, thats what the surgeon says 
God talk to me now this is an emergency 

And she claim she only with me for the currency, 
You cut me deep bitch cut me like surgery 

And I was to proud to admit that it was hurtin me 
I'd never do that to you at least purposely 

We breakin up again we makin up again 
but we dont love no more 
I guess we fuckin then 

Have you ever felt like you wanted to kill her 
and you mixed them emotions with tequilla 

and you mixed that with a little bad advice 
on one of them bad nights 
you have a bad fight 

and you talkin bout her family her aunts and shit 
and she sayin muhfucka yo mama's a bitch 
you know domestic drama and shit 

All the attitude 
ill never hit a girl but ill shake the shit out of you 

but im a be the bigger man 
big pimpin like jigga man 
oh i figure its 

Bittersweet, you're gonna be the death of me 
I dont want you, but I need you, 
I love you and I hate you at the very same time 

See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad 
Never did this before, thats what the virgin said 
We've been generally warned, thats what the surgeon says 
God talk to me now this is an emergency 

And my nigga says I shouldn't let her worry me 
I need to focus on the girls we gettin currently 
But I've been thinking and it got me back to sinking it 
This relationship, it even got me back to drinking now 

This Hennessey, is gon be the death of me 

And I always thought that you havin my child was our destiny 
But I can't even vibe wit you sexually 
Cause every time that I try you will question me 
Say "you fuckin them girls, disrespecting me? 
You don't see how your lies are affecting me? 
You don't see how our life was supposed to be? 
And I never let a nigga get that close to me! 
And you ain't cracked up to what you was supposed to be! 
You always gone! You always be where them hoes would be!" 
And it's the first time she ever spilled her soul to me! 
I fucked up and I know it G 
I guess it's bittersweet poetry